Spiritual Business

Not dead, just musing

I must extend my apologies. I hve been caught up in another world of writing and editing but I still love my Spiritual Business site and you for reading. (If anyone is still out there then a virtual high-five is coming your way).

So, what the hell has been happening? Firstly I am writing fiction. Writing the Spiritual Business book opened my world and gave me confidence enought to try and construct a sentence and create a story. Now I am being published by Penguin in Australia and Harper Collins in the United Kingdom with one book coming out next year and the second the year after.

That's the funny thing about life, you never know where the path will take you. What I learned is to say yes and keep travelling forward even though the path is dark and depressing at times.

My journey to writing has been fillled with syncronicities. So many signs that I wrote them down and when I read them back I laugh at the perfect absurdity of it all. Also presenting a compelling arguement was my astrology at the time. Good transits brought good news or pushes forward.

Right now I have a lot of nineth, tenth house acitivity in my chart. Publishing and good work passion. It's true. My mind is overflowing with ideas and characters. So much so I have to ask them to hush while I tackle one task at a time.

I turned forty last week. The year leading up to it was awful, I was surprised at my anxiety about this milestone. I really did have a midlife crisis, I was so dissappointed in myself for bein so fucking pedestrian. But the day after my birthday, I was relieved. I made it. I did it. I have a new life as an author and something that has happened late. I get it now. I am blessed.

I can honestly say this has been the best week of my life. Nothing amazing happened. No outside influence. Instead I felt a peace I have not ever felt before.

It's an emotional sigh.

It is good.

Pillow talk

Late into the wee hours, Gandalf and I talked.

Few in my life know of my insomniac tendancies. I go through stages where I do not sleep for weeks. This is one of them. I choose not to struggle with it now, instead I try to focus on what is waking me and what I need to process. You can make multiple withdrawals from the sleep bank but it only takes a few good sleeps to reinvest and top up the Zzzz's.

Trying to find a peaceful mind ain't always easy my friends. A peaceful mind means letting go of what is crowding it. last night I ran the gamut of thoughts from work, to new house, new babies and anything else that my mind thought worthy. Today I can remember none of them. I did have fantastic dreams once I went to sleep. Powerful, inspiring dreams. Can't complain about that.

Interestingly though, I have having INCREDIBLE experiences with 'coincidences' or 'syncronicities'. Unbelievable moments that have been blowing me away!

I am in another world right now I think, but it's nice, so please come visit.